Back to creating

The last time I have touched this blog was over two years ago almost. It was the summer of July 2024 that I last really wrote and update my personal website.

I feel I am at a fork in the road now. I am finally graduating this semester with two months left and I can’t believe four years have passed just like that. It felt like I was just learning to drive yesterday and now I have to make decisions that decides my whole future ahead.

I feel sad knowing that time will pass in a blink of an eye and my 20s will pass before I even realize. If we feel constantly how short life is, we would be motivated to accomplish things and do everything we wanted to do. We will feel the urgency to live each day knowing our time will pass.

But if life is so short, there is no meaning to accomplish things. What really matters are my parents, my friends, and my own family. What matters to me after that? Is there any meaning to doing any of these? What should I do after I graduate?

I don’t have a good answer.

I want to travel the world after I graduate for six months. But I also should job search and start working hard in my career. I want to create stuff and build stuff for people to use. I want to create vlogs and videos that inspire others to live their dreams. I want to explore the world for myself and breathe a little bit. I have a lot of things I want to do, so I think I’ll just start creating.

Maybe then, I can find a better answer.